Lisa told me she has 6 in of snow

Lisa has a very hard time staying on task and falls asleep very easily

So cool to spend time with aunt marcy krista hubby kids and grandpa

Chatting with lisas dad I learned that when she was real young she wanted to show mom her pumpkin and picked it off the vine and took it in the house to show mom and then wanted to put it back on the vine lol

Me

12/27 1016am At multnimah falls bee there soon

On my way to see lisa

Lisa

kml2000_us: SORRY WE ARE HAVING LIGHT PROBLEMSRIGHT NOW12/25 1023pm

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How early do u want to come 12/25 1106pm

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As early as I can get my lazy butt outa bed 12/25 1105 pm

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As early as I can get my lazy butt outa bed 12/25 1105 pm

kml2000_us: YEAH WHAT TIME YOU COMING 12/25 1024pm

Lisa's hand after surgerys march 2006

Where do I begin... Lisa is my best friend we have gone through a lot together the last 9 yrs. I have been blessed with having her in my life . I now am faced with losing her forever . I know she will be watching over me. I went to go pick up some things she has asked me to help her with and I am so grateful for the fact that we have always had such an honest friend ship. They are pictures of her hand when she rolled her Suzuki. She has asked me to put them in an album for her. Not so sure what she wants but I will do what I can . When I went to get things for the album she showed me a lump on the side of her head,.... doc is not so sure if it is a tumor or not. last week she was told that the chemo was not working at all and she needed to check in to hospice...
OK I know I am suppose to be honest with her that is what our friendship has always been based on but I also feel I need to be strong for her so she can be the one who breaks down not me. She is the one going through this she is the one who has to make arrangements at the funeral home not me... so what is killing me inside I cant share with my best friend... I don't want her to hurt any more then I know she already does.... so here I am crying cause I am loosing my best friend blogging..... This truely is not how i want things to go. I wish i was able to take all of her pain away .... Hell I just wish I knew what to do. I so miss the times we would laugh so hard we would end up crying over nothing at all . I so miss the daily texting and chats we had. I do understand I really do. Dont mean I dont miss it.....

the boys and i went out to cascade locks to visit Lisa before she and her dad went to Reno for the weekend and i got to take a picture

7/13/09 145pm